Streets of Naples, Italy
The
hunger after doing something positive, opposite the negative, makes us strive
after being something else; in this struggle we feel, that we are alive, that
there is a purpose with our life, that we gradually can remove the causes of
the conflict and the sorrow. We feel, that if we no longer were active, we
would be nothing, be lost, our lives would be completely without meaning.
Therefore we continue, and that will say: we continue the divisions, the
conflicts, the confusions and the opposites. But in this process we at the same
time feel, that there is something more which we all the time lose, that there
exists something, which is quite different, something, which is above and
beyond all this distress and misery. This feeling is the existential guilt, the
guilt over the unlived life. In this way a permanent struggle is going on
inside us.
The more emphasis, which is being
put on the outer greatness, the greater is the inner guilt over unlived life. The
cause of this inner emptiness is the desire after becoming something; and no
matter what you do, then this emptiness can never be filled out. You can escape
from it, whether it happens in a clumsy way, or in a more cunning way; but you
can´t move further away from it than from your own shadow. You perhaps don't want
to look into this emptiness, but it is there nevertheless. Neither those
ornament things can give you, nor the suit of penance, which the soul can dress
in, can conceal this inner poverty.
Striving means a struggle of
changing what you are to something else, to something you ought to be, or ought
to become. It will in other words say, that we all the time struggle to avoid
facing what we are, or we seek to escape from what we are, or to transform or
limit it. But the human being, who truly is satisfied, is a human being, who
understands what he is, and is putting the right importance in it. This is the
true satisfaction: the one who doesn´t worry about the number of possessions,
but about understanding what he is, when he is himself present in passive
listening, not when he seeks to remodel, control, or change it through the will
to power.
So, we see that our striving
is a combat, or a struggle, in order to transform what you are to something you
wish to be.
All this is desire. You can
say, that there are three main forms of desire: sensuality, worldliness and
personal immortality: 1) Sensuality is the satisfaction of the senses. 2)
Worldliness is the desire after progress and wealth. 3) Personal immortality is
the personal power and fame.
What my meditation mentoring practice can offer is some advices in the art of living. It basically consists in five spiritual exercises:
Learning to live is something entirely different than you hear about in coaching. It requires that you fall in love with wisdom. This is philosophy in the ancient sense. The Stoics, for instance, declared explicitly that philosophy, for them, was an “exercise.” In their view, philosophy did not consist in teaching an abstract theory – much less in the exegesis of texts – but rather in the art of living. It is a concrete attitude and determinate life-style, which engages the whole of existence. The philosophical act is not situated merely on the cognitive level, but on that of the self and of being. It is a progress which causes us to be more fully, and makes us better. It is a person who goes through it. It raises the individual from an inauthentic condition of life, darkened by unconsciousness and harassed by worry, to an authentic state of life, in which he attains self-consciousness, an exact vision of the world, inner peace, and freedom.
1) Learning to Live
2) Meditation
3) Critical thinking
4) Investigation of the Shadow
5) Learning to Die
1) Learning to Live
Learning to live is something entirely different than you hear about in coaching. It requires that you fall in love with wisdom. This is philosophy in the ancient sense. The Stoics, for instance, declared explicitly that philosophy, for them, was an “exercise.” In their view, philosophy did not consist in teaching an abstract theory – much less in the exegesis of texts – but rather in the art of living. It is a concrete attitude and determinate life-style, which engages the whole of existence. The philosophical act is not situated merely on the cognitive level, but on that of the self and of being. It is a progress which causes us to be more fully, and makes us better. It is a person who goes through it. It raises the individual from an inauthentic condition of life, darkened by unconsciousness and harassed by worry, to an authentic state of life, in which he attains self-consciousness, an exact vision of the world, inner peace, and freedom.
In the view of both the Hellenic
and Roman schools of philosophy, mankind´s principal cause of suffering,
disorder, and unconsciousness were the passions, that is, unregulated desires
and exaggerated fears. People are prevented from truly living, it was taught,
because they are dominated by worries. Philosophy thus appears, in the first
place, as a therapeutic of the passions. Each school had its own therapeutic
method, but all of them linked their therapeutics to a profound transformation
of the individual´s mode of seeing and being. The object of spiritual exercises
is precisely to bring about this transformation. In other words: the Greco-Roman schools of philosophy were paths of enlightenment, precisely as those you see in the East. However, this fact is completely distorted, and therefore hidden, by modern Western scholarship, which is obsessed with the ideology of evolutionism, which considers all older stages in history to be more primitive than the newer stages. It probably is the other way around.
Thanks to Philo of Alexandria,
we do possess two lists of spiritual exercises. They do not completely overlap,
but they do have the merit of giving us a fairly complete panorama of
Stoico-Platonic inspired philosophical therapeutics. One of these lists
enumerates the following elements: research (zetesis), thorough investigation
(skepsis), reading (anagnosis), listening (akroasis), attention (prosoche), self-mastery
(ankrateia), and indifference to indifferent things. The other names
successively: reading, meditation (meletai), therapies of the passions, remembrance
of good things, self-mastery (enkrateia), and the accomplishment of duties.
lil' boy & the man in the moon
With the help of these lists I
will give a description of the main exercises I myself have developed (or rather: discovered, and, inspired by other traditions, developed further, when my spiritual crisis was at its worst) and which
constitute what I call Meditation as an Art of Life. They were central in all the philosophical schools in Greco-Roman philosophy, and they continued in Christian mysticism, especially on Mount Athos.
Though meditation is quite central, the exercises has to do with thought training. You must formulate them as rules of life. You must keep life´s events “before your eyes,” and see them in the light of the exercises as fundamental rules. This is known as the exercise of memorization (mneme) and meditation (melete). You must engrave them as striking maxims in your memory, so that they are there constantly, also when you are not meditating. The two main reasons why spiritual exercises is a necessity is partly, that the ongoing self-confirmation of the ego and its negative automatic thoughts, is replaced by a spiritual remembrance, partly that the collective inertia is purified and prepared, so that the Ego is made transparent along with that original sin and negative karma are transformed and transfigured in the contact with the Source (God, Christ, the enlightened consciousness, the saints etc.) And these two processes mutually fertilize each other (negative automatic thoughts are based on thought distortions).
Though meditation is quite central, the exercises has to do with thought training. You must formulate them as rules of life. You must keep life´s events “before your eyes,” and see them in the light of the exercises as fundamental rules. This is known as the exercise of memorization (mneme) and meditation (melete). You must engrave them as striking maxims in your memory, so that they are there constantly, also when you are not meditating. The two main reasons why spiritual exercises is a necessity is partly, that the ongoing self-confirmation of the ego and its negative automatic thoughts, is replaced by a spiritual remembrance, partly that the collective inertia is purified and prepared, so that the Ego is made transparent along with that original sin and negative karma are transformed and transfigured in the contact with the Source (God, Christ, the enlightened consciousness, the saints etc.) And these two processes mutually fertilize each other (negative automatic thoughts are based on thought distortions).
Ship wrecked in space.
2) Meditation
Meditation is trained through
the Relaxationmeditation (yoga Nidra in the East, in Greco-Roman tradition: incubation)
and the Harameditation (on Mount Athos called omphalos psychism).
Together they aim at stillness (hesychia). In this stillness you begin to ask
philosophical questions in a meditative-existential way: How does man preserve
peace of mind and balance in all the relationships of life? How do we learn to appreciate
the true goods and flout all transient and vain goals? Is the destiny of Man
part in a larger plan?
3) Critical Thinking
Critical thinking (kritikos)
has to do with three virtues: A) refutation of sophisms (elenchos), B) discrimination
(emphilotekhnein), and C) flexible thinking (learning to see, or rather, think about, things "from above", from alternative viewpoints, and, in doing this, focusing your thoughts on Beauty, Goodness and Truth). As an example on C, see my article Storytelling as a Spiritual Exercise.
I have called sophisms thought distortions. I introduced the concept of thought distortions in my supporting exercise the philosophical diary, where I described a Socratic inquire technique. Here they especially deal with psychological and personal matters. I have developed them further in my book A Dictionary of Thought Distortions.
I have called sophisms thought distortions. I introduced the concept of thought distortions in my supporting exercise the philosophical diary, where I described a Socratic inquire technique. Here they especially deal with psychological and personal matters. I have developed them further in my book A Dictionary of Thought Distortions.
Critical thinking is mainly
about yourself. You should not go out and attack others with this technique,
though it of course can be necessary when someone is trying to force you into
their own thought distortions. Remember that it is a spiritual exercise. You
can use the philosophical diary, but what´s most important, it is meant as a
way of having a dialogue with yourself.
The interplay between the three virtues ensures the balance between logic and imagination, rational and irrational, philosophy and storytelling.
The interplay between the three virtues ensures the balance between logic and imagination, rational and irrational, philosophy and storytelling.
My own
focus on logic and philosophy is mainly displayed on my website, with emphasis
on The
Matrix Conspiracy. My focus on imagination and storytelling is mainly
displayed on this blog (see blog archive for
the different categories).
4) Investigation of the Shadow.
4) Investigation of the Shadow.
This is philosophy as a
therapeutic of the passions. Feelings are the body´s reaction on the
mind (the thoughts). Feelings arise where the mind and the body meet. They are reflections
of the mind in the body. The mind
creates a build-up of energy in the body. It´s this energy, which is the
feeling. It may be a lustful feeling, or a feeling of unlust.
If you really want to learn
your mind - or otherwise said, your thinking - to know, then the body always
gives a true reflection of it. If there is conflict between the thought and the
feeling, then the thought is lie and the feeling truth. A negative feeling is a
true reflection of a false thought (a thought distortion). It might be
difficult to observe your thoughts, but they will always be reflected in the
body in form of feelings. To observe a feeling is the same as observing a thought.
The only difference is, that while a thought is up in the head, a feeling has a
strong bodily component.
Feelings can also be a
reflection of a whole thought-pattern. A thought-pattern can create an enlarged
and energy-charged reflection of itself in the form of a feeling. This means, that
the whole of the thought´s past also can create a reflection of itself in the
body. And if this past is filled with pain, then it can show itself as a
negative energy-field in the body. This is the emotional painbody. It contains
all the pain you have accumulated in the past. It is the sum of the negative
feelings which you have ”saved together” through life and which you carry. And
it can nearly be seen as an invisible, independent creature. Therefore we also could,
as H.C. Andersen does in his fairy tale, call it the Shadow.
The main way to deal with the
painbody is through meditation, neutral observation, passive listening presence,
and eventually, complete stillness. You must attain a Stoic attitude of
indifference. In reality it can´t be healed through therapy. Only an
intervention from the divine can heal it. The painbody doesn´t only contain pain
from this life, but also from earlier lives. It reaches far down into the
collective images of time, into complex patterns of original sin and negative
karma. The whole complex constitutes an ancient inertia, which resists any kind
of change (it even tries to destroy any attempt of change). This inertia is a
guardian of the threshold. I have personalized it with the figure of Lucifer Morningstar.
This figure gives you two choices: either to play the hand of the sophist, or
the hand of the philosopher. Most people will choose the hand of the sophist. Usually
it will therefore seduce you to leave your path to enlightenment, and get lost
in the spiritual twilight zone, and end up in a spiritual crisis, either as ego-inflation
or The Dark Night of the Soul.
Besides the two other
meditation exercises (aiming at stillness) the most important meditation
exercise you can use, when dealing with the ancient inertia, is the Heartmeditation. The ancient inertia can
only be resolved through compassion and love. And love is not something you can
control. The rise of love is one and the same as an intervention from the
divine. So, an investigation of your shadow is also ethical thinking. Most
people will refuse to do this, and will choose the sophist´s path into
ego-inflation. You can see this in New Age´s aversion towards preparatory work. They
want the fruits of spirituality, but not its obligations. New Age is permeated
by nihilism, and lacks any absolute foundation for ethical thinking, the
ability to discern between good and evil.
5) Learning
to Die.
At this point most people have
stopped, and returned to their normal lives. Plato namely said that those who
go about philosophizing correctly are in training for death. Paradoxically,
learning to live is the same as learning to die. Most of us connect life with
the thinking´s past and future. The thinking´s past and future is the same as
the Ego (the painbody), and therefore our identity. It is an identity in an
absence. If you begin to live in the now, all this falls away. Going into the
now, into presence, into being, is a kind of death.
All the ancient schools of
philosophy engaged their disciples upon a new way of life. The practice of
spiritual exercises implied a complete reversal of received ideas: one was to
renounce the false values of wealth, honors, and pleasures, and turn towards
the true values of virtue, contemplation, a simple life-style, and the simple
happiness of existing. This radical opposition explains the reaction of
non-philosophers (people not in love with wisdom), which ranged from the
mockery we find expressed in the comic poets, to the outright hostility which
went so far as to cause the death of Socrates.
The individual was to be torn
away from his habits and social prejudices, his way of life totally changed,
and his way of looking at the world radically metamorphosed into a cosmic- “physical”
perspective. We ought not to underestimate the depth and amplitude of the shock
that these changes could cause, changes which might seem fantastic and
senseless to healthy, everyday common sense.
To present philosophy as “training
for death” was a decision of paramount importance. As Socrates´ interlocutor in
the Phaedo was quick to remark, such a characterization seems somewhat
laughable, and the common man would be right in calling philosophers moribound
mopers who, if they are put to death, will have earned their punishment well. For
anyone who takes philosophy seriously, however, this Platonic dictum is
profoundly true.
Only an intervention from the
source (God, Christ, the enlightened consciousness) can basically help Man with
a transcendence of the negative karma of the original sin. But in order to be
able to receive this help you must do your part of the work: the spiritual
exercises, which in antiquity was one and the same as philosophy (love of
wisdom). Many years. And this means that you need to re-structure the ego´s
ownership to things, food, personal power, sexuality and emotions. Spiritual exercises
are in all simplicity about separating and dismantling the consciousness´
automatic identification with all this (hereunder the body), in order to turn
the consciousness in towards its source. First thereafter the mystical process
can begin.
The magnet of attraction,
which the ego (the painbody) is controlled by – (the ego´s identity with the
material world: instincts, sexuality, emotions, desire, collective ideals,
ownership, personal power) – will in the spiritual exercises lose its
attraction (note how the new thought movement demonically has turned the magnet
of attraction into an object of spiritual worship). Investments in the material
world´s ups and downs, its demands, temptations and dramas, become undramatized,
uninteresting, even meaningless, in relation to the consciousness´ opening
direction in towards its spiritual essence: the now, the Wholeness, life
itself, and finally: the eternal Otherness, from where the good, the true and
the beautiful are streaming as grace and forgiveness.
In this movement in towards
the source you begin to ask philosophical questions in a meditative-existential
way. In this way the grab, which the material world has in your mind, is automatically
reduced. It is dying before you die.
In his article Plato, Shamanism an Ancient Egypt,
Jeremy Naydler claims that the separability of the soul and the possibility of it
existing independently of the body is one teaching that is central both to Plato
and to ancient Egyptian sacred texts. According to Naydler, Ancient Egyptian
wisdom could be said to constitute the very kernel of Platonism. Given the possibility that Plato himself spent time studying
in Egypt, we should not assume that he was simply transmitting Egyptian
doctrines second hand, through his association with the Pythagoreans. According to
Naydler, he was not merely 'transmitting doctrines' in any case: he was reworking
them and making them his own. This does not mean, however, that they were original
to him: rather, he was absorbing a living tradition, and re-expressing that
tradition in terms of his own culture, and in terms of his own understanding.
In Phaedo, we find the pursuit
of philosophy portrayed as a spiritual practice. In the dialogue Socrates describes
the development of the philosopher as involving 'purification' or katharsis. This
latter
consists
in separating as far as possible the soul (psuche) from the body and teaching the
soul the habit of collecting and bringing itself together from all parts of the
body, and living so far as it can, both now and hereafter, alone and by itself,
freed from the body as from fetters (Plato, Phaedo, 67c, trans. Harold
North Fowler, London: William Heinemann, 1928, p. 233.)
What Plato is discussing here,
through his character Socrates, is a kind of consciousness that transcends the
normal awareness of soul qualities, as distributed throughout the physical organs
and limbs. The soul (psuche), normally immersed in the psycho-physical organism,
must practice the spiritual exercise of collecting and bringing itself together
from all parts of the body in order to concentrate its forces in a single
point.
In Plato's dialogue, Socrates
goes on to say that the true philosophers “involves the release and separation of
the soul from the body”. In other words, what is normally unconsciously immersed
in the body, and not distinguished from it, is through an enhancement of consciousness
(which is what katharsis entails) released and thereby experienced as separate.
Since this experience is a precursor of what we must all experience at death, the
practice of purification or katharsis is a preparation for death: 'True philosophers',
says Socrates, 'practise dying''. This, of
course, says Naydler. is precisely what the religious literature of the ancient
Egyptians, from the Pyramid Texts to the book of the Dead and beyond - a literature
usually referred to as 'funerary' - is all about. It is a literature concerned with
the practise of dying. And one of the most important teachings it contains is to
do with the separability of the soul or “ba”.
Naydler is trying to show the
relationship with shamanism, but you could also refer to Dream Yoga (which is
developed out of shamanism), and it raises the question of a connection between
ancient Egyptian wisdom and Indian and Tibetan Dream Yoga practices. However, what´s
important is that you see yourself in a lineage of philosophers practicing the
art of living and dying, and through this to enter into the Divine Source.
Further study:
Further study:
Meditation as an Art of Life – a Basic Reader (Free Ebook. This is the ground text. Here you can find all the supporting exercises).
A Dictionary of Thought Distortions (Free Ebook).
Lucifer Morningstar – a Philosophical Love Story (Free Ebook. This book is an analogistic portrait of how to deal with the ancient inertia. It uses popular culture to shed light over this complex).
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