The Core in Disorder is Inner Contradiction

“A Study for The Mystic Wood”, by John William Waterhouse

What is the actual core in disorder? Our existence is disorderly, split, we are absent, place ourselves outside, and are classifying life in different rooms, using specific perspectives; we are not a complete nature.

The core in disorder is the inner contradiction, and where there is such a contradiction in ourselves, there must be the will to power, and therefore disorder.

You can easily see, how disorderly your own life is, how the multifold desires, purposes, conclusions, intensions, are in contradiction and tear each other up: your actions are violent, and you want to live peacefully; you have negative thoughts, and you try to think positively; you are self-assertive, desirous, you compete with others, and you say that you are compassionated; you are self-centred, egoistic, historical limited, and talk about an all-embracing brotherhood.

We pretend something, and there is in this way an unbelievable hypocrisy.

Only when there is understanding of the nature of the will to power, there is freedom from the contradiction. This means, that you as a Life Artist must understand yourself as a desirous being.

You must become one with yourself in passive listening presence. You must let yourself flower and wither like a fruit tree growing in freedom. 

It is an act of beauty.